My thoughts today...

It's been a while since I have had any time to write...
I remember going to sleep a few days a go and writing blog posts in my resting rem periods.
I just know that this phase of life we are in is an ever changing ever imperfect one, and I am slowly realizing that as much as I want everything to be perfect in my own mind. The harsh realization is that it never will be. The ever present struggle for internal peace and world peace will always be here. It's just how we deal with it that signifies how strong we are. I truly love being a mom, but realize every day how many children live in this world and need better lives. More loving parents, more time with people who love them, and more time to learn what love means. I realize that we all truly need LOVE more than anything else in this world. Especially God's love. When Van hasn't had enough time with me during the day he gets needy and asks "up, up". I immediately pick him up and hold him until he tells me he has had enough. This season I vow to accept that GOD is the only perfect one. I will look to what is right about life, and remember that we are always going to be imperfect. Our challenge is to love each other as much as possible and show compassion for those who are neglected and lost.